I thought to myself, "If I don't have anything nice to write, I shouldn't write anything at all. I'm sure people are getting tired of reading all my woeful entries." Yeah, well so far 2005 isn't shaping up to be much in the way of optimism. So I hope I'm forgiven for not writing anything for a while. Right now, I wish I had enough money to run far away. I would like to thank those friends of mine who have proven time and again that they are true and that I am never truly alone. Those who care enough to reach out their hands when I feel like the only thing left to do is run. Those who tell me, "stay". I'm trying, but dear God... I NEED A FUCKING VACATION!!!
